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[15 Mar 2009|01:02am] |
i'm never going to fall out of love.
i'm done looking, i want him.
marry me?
(if only i could bring myself to say this...)
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| love. |
[27 Oct 2008|11:27am] |
ahh, love. you are a confusing, lovely mistress.
=)
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[28 Jul 2007|12:16am] |
still alive, just very very busy. doing well. not sure if anyone really cares... pretty much out of touch with most of my fandoms. don't have much time to watch tv at school. now that i'm at home i've been watching reruns of dead shows, like 8 simple rules and sabrina. getting into life with derek, as lame as that may be.
anyway, hope you guys are all doing well! just...saying hi.
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| i'm selfish and i don't give a damn |
[04 Jan 2007|06:39am] |
i just want everything to stay exactly the same.
i know it's selfish, but god. i do.
and i want everything to stop happening when i'm not there. i don't want my friends to hang out without me. i don't want me family to bond with my neice without me.
i just want to be home, and here, and then i want to be the future me, too.
how is it possible? it's not. and i can't stop wanting it.
that is all.
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| trips and christmas. |
[23 Dec 2006|09:31pm] |
so i'm going to visit some friends in austin next thursday before we all have to head back to school.
they're school friends. i've facebooked and texted them and now talked to one of them on the phone, but other than that, no contact.
i've got gifts and we did make plans on each of them planning a day where we did their favorite thing in austin. i don't know it that's actually gonna happen.
especially with the guy i like. he's got a lot of friends back home and he'll just be getting back from visiting his family and i don't want to be a bother, but i'm going all the way to austin, he couldn't find a DAY to spend with me?
and i wanna see his house/meet his family. i also want to see my other friend's family/homes, but....it's weird with him.
mostly i'm just worried that i have too many expectations for this trip and that i'll be let down if they don't happen. and i can't just not have these expectations, i've had them for awhile now. lame!
but what the hell, it's not like this is the last time i will ever, ever go to austin, right!?!
i just wanna see him, and i know he'll be the hardest to find tiem to hangout with. or at least, that's what i'm assuming and what he's suggested kinda and we've infered.
God. i just wanna get back to school and get back to my regularly scheduled pining away/being awkward.
but...happy holidays for all you out in internet land!
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[23 Dec 2006|05:43am] |
i am very, very disappointed in the ending of the second season of battlestar galactica.
someone PLEASE tell me it gets better in S3. i'm starting it this weekend.
i'm also looking for someone/some where to ask some basic newbie questions. please let me know where/who i should go to!
and what the hell is up with insomnia over this break? i just want sleeeep!
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| love. |
[20 Dec 2006|05:41am] |
so it sucks to constantly want a boyfriend/guy attention in a romantic way. i can't help that i worry about ending up alone. but...true love seems pretty amazing. i've watched my parents continue to be in love, watched my older brother fall in love. i don't think that i'm ready. and i don't think that it's something to be rushed. i think...it's worth the wait.
now, i hope i can remember this revelation next time the boy does something that makes me feel...unloveable?
yeah. all of this from an episode of scrubs. i am lame. so very lame.
and, sidenote, how weird is it that i feel so GOOD posting again? i post on facebook, but...no one there is going to be real honest, they're just...friends. accquantences. (did i spell that right?)
and wow, i need sleep.
'night world!
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[16 Dec 2006|03:55am] |
uhm, just a note to let anyone who cares knwo that i am not dead.
college has basically taken over my life so i haven't been watching my shows or reading much fic, much less writing any or doing any graphics at all.
so...yeah. that is all.
happy holidays, everyone!
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| fan fic fun! |
[20 Aug 2006|06:16pm] |
Snagged from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) krys33 at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) krys33_fanfic
If you happen to be working on some creative writing project, fanfiction or NaNoWriMo or what have you, post exactly one sentence (or more) from each of your current work(s) in progress in your journal. It should probably be your favorite or most intriguing sentence so far, but what you choose is entirely your discretion. Mention the title (and genre)if you like, but don't mention anything else -- this is merely to whet the general appetite for your forthcoming work(s).
( Under here! )
So all titles are subject to change. Some of these may never be posted. Most of the VM ones I can't even remember where I was going with them...
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| Ugly skirts, Barbies, and Bratz - oh my! |
[19 Aug 2006|03:42am] |
Got to use my new ID yesterday to sell books back to Hastings. I got it done early since I'll already be at school on my 18th birthday. Guy even had to type in my birthday and he didn't catch it. Funny.
I was in Target trying to find this supercute skirt that I'd tried on about a week ago - it comes in black, grey, and navy blue and it's like, netting only better. Liz hates it. Always has. Says that's why so many are on sale - no one wants them! I tell her I can't find one in my size and she says "It's because I'm over here praying you don't. It's hedious."
Thanks! She did find a blue one in my size, but I don't really wear navy blue.
I was looking for a gift for my neice-to-be at Target today - she's four and she adores Barbie. Let me tell you, Barbie is a whore! The only fully clothed Barbies I could find were Wedding Barbie and Ballerina Barbie. It's so sad! Even Babysitting Barbie had tummy showing! On the plus size, not only was Barbie a bride, she was a zoo doctor, a pediatriction (sp?) and a vet. My dad said "That just teaches girls that sluts get ahead in life and average looking people don't."
I agree, but it's better than those damn Bratz dolls. My sister-in-law to be said all those girls do on the show is go to the mall, talk on there phones, and ask Daddy for money. She said "Please don't get my daughter a Bratz doll!"
Anyway, I'm done with my consumer report. Enjoy!
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